On June 13 we officially reached the seven month since referral wait. We had originally thought the wait would be about 7 months and that we would be traveling to bring our little guy home this month, but that is not to be.
I am sad but have accepted that the wait is going to be a little longer. A little longer until I can hold that sweet chocolate boy. A little while longer until I can kiss his cheeks and tickle his tummy. A little while longer until he fills the crib in his room and the hole in my heart. BUT it is also a little while longer I have John and Ryan all to myself and they do not have to share me with someone new. A little while longer to finish the photo album of Danny's adoption journey (okay, finish might be wishful thinking but I have at least started it - ha!). A little while longer for Mike and I not to be outnumbered.
A little while longer ... but life is good and I am blessed. And today is an okay waiting day. Now when I get the next update pictures and see how much he's grown since November, it might be a different story. But I am trusting in God and His timing and His grace and His ability to give me peace.